I wish…

I wish you met your grandkids,

They’re so cute it makes me want one of my own…

I wish you were still at family Christmas,

nowadays we’re closer than ever.

I wish you were here so I could buy you a house,

I wish you didn’t take my purpose when you went.

All I did was for you.

I wish you got to hear R.A.R.E,

I wish you were here to remind me to be hopeful.

I wish you were here to bring light to my dark heart.

I wish you had visited me more,

I wish I didn’t run away for as long as I did…

I wish the pain would go away after I write about you.

I wish you didn’t leave me so young,

Too young to understand still.