I’m sick
I’ve been trapped inside warped pieces of my mind, slivers of sight passing before my eyes. I thought that I lost you… I thought that I lost me too. Stuck wondering what I would do without you, showed me how much I need you.
I love you
I envy you
I love you
So Deeply.
I love you
You are me
I love you
So Deeply.
We took our love far away, and made a place for you and me. Only there do I truly behold the light in your eyes, the red in your lips. The kiss we share, I never knew I’d feel this bliss again.
I’ll Fight for you
I’ll Die For you
I’ll try for you
And ride for you.
Our Souls fill with briar, the thorns razor sharp. All my soul has ever wanted was to play for you like harps. I haven’t felt my love in awhile, I’m broken from the world. But after a time, I picked up every piece. I owe it to myself, I owe it to— I owe it to you. Any rules I kept went out the door when I turned twenty seven, I had to see if who I was, was all I’d ever be.
The tunnel ends, the light is real. And I can’t say there’s much I know for sure. But in 100 years, I’ll be dead and nothing now will matter then. I wanna hold onto the hate that I created, but my rage has since faded. Now what’s left are hollows vile and shaded.
Running from the light,
Turning to a sage
You what they say,
You get legendary with age.
Not a hero for the self,
I need to let you know
It takes being bold to ever truly grow.
Hurt and all the sorrow
It’s why we need to hope
For every beautiful tomorrow.
For there’s species and subspecies of light and shadow. Like Light has compassion, pop music, pokemon, and painting. They fill my life with soul and save the day. And then the shadows have their own space as well: Nihilism, Lust, Grief, nu metal, self-hatred, indie-drama, and the list goes, there’s a more unique perspective of your own waiting at the end of an unwritten list.
The shadow needs a hug, and kindness through our exploration of pain, taboo, and what is characterized as dark. The cruelty towards yourself leads to greater cruelty, thus creating capability for atrocity. We each have these species and subspecies ebbing and flowing between us, changing hands and minds. It’s like these technocracies disconnect the natural undulation of life.
